TYLER I LOVE YOU. Why are you so cute <3 ~Claudia
Asketh - kura-kura
I try I try! Love you my cute Black Asian
June 13th, 2013
I would defffff talk to him about it, there is literally nothing worse than wondering what could have been, not even rejection. But I'm sure you know that already!
Asketh - cwkelley
I actually did yesterday! And he told me he really appreciated the fact I told him. And he doesn’t want me to think I have to make things awkward. So hell, he doesn’t like me but didn’t feel like rejection. Yesterday I was a little stressed about it but my roommate helped by talking to me, so I feel 100% better today.
June 11th, 2013
I want someone I can’t have
Love at first sight. Always thought that was a joke. Well now I’m starting to doubt…
See here is the thing. I’ve been talking to this guy for a while, but finally went on our first date and after a few days I’ve concluded he has little regards towards any emotional elements; the only way he opens up his heart if it were in bed.
But here comes the love at first sight thing comes along. I was invited by my Brazilian room mate to a get together with the other Brazilians on campus—and having very little friends in this new town— I accepted without questioning. Upon arriving I caught glimpse of a guy and finally started talking to him. His name is Ryan and he is beautiful. And I don’t mean outward appearances. An average person would probably give him a well recieved 8.5, but he is beyond that. What gains my upmost attention is his willingness to open up. He is a talker, yet listens and is very relatable. Sadly I came to the conclusion he was straight, so quickly I gave up.
Ryan was visiting my room mate the other night and I was bored so decided to just chill with them for a few minutes. Yet after LOTS of talking and analyzing him over and over again, I relized he brought up ‘an ex’ without any conclusive pronouns. So I finally used the term girlfriend and he denied it and used the term boyfriend.
The reason relationships was the subject matter the other night was because Ryan has been falling for one of the new Brazillians, who happens to be straight. So we talked for a while and talked him through it. We concluded it would be best for him to tell him straight up and set boundries in order to stop Ryan’s heartache.
And during our 7 hour talk (about everything from religion, our pasts relationships, along with almost EVERHTING) I could not help myself slowly feel a sense of heart break. He seemed to flirt with me slightly, but was it in my head? I believe he is impossible to date…because I feel he is out of reach. He is my type. I adore this guy already. But I doubt he feels the same about me. Part of me wants to give up, but are you not supposed to chase your dreams? Because that is what he is in essence. I’ve never met a guy I connect with automatically like that. So I will keep trying, and if it never works out, well atleast I have tried. The mystery may actually be more heart breaking. But I will take lots of time.
Hey, just wanted to let you know roommates aren't bad at all. The first few weeks are just a lot to go through, but soon you'll have no choice but to make jokes and laugh. That's when the fun starts.(:
Asketh - thecaptainofsorts
Thanks. I sort of found that out lol. I have 3 roomies. 2 are extremely quiet and I never see anything except the mess they make! But the Brazilian roomie is so cool and we hang out from time to time. I’ve made more international friends than I have American ones. But all is well for the most part. Thanks btw :)
June 4th, 2013
(via i-shot-the-stars)
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June 1st, 2013
There must have been moments even that afternoon when Daisy tumbled short of his dreams—not through her own fault, but because of the colossal vitality of his illusion. It had gone beyond her, beyond everything. He had thrown himself into it with a creative passion, adding to it all the time, decking it out with every bright feather that drifted his way. No amount of fire or freshness can challenge what a man will store up in his ghostly heart.
(Source: makeanewstart, via misfit-ofthe-damned)
